Thursday, 23 February 2012

Because U Love Me

For All Those Times You Stood By Me...
For All The Truth That You Made Me See...
For All The Joy You Brought To My Life...
For All The Wrong That You Made Right...
For Every Dream You Made Come True...
For All The Love I Found In You...
I"ll Be Forever Thankful...Baby...
You"re The One Who Saw Me Through...Through It All...
You Were My Strength...
When I Was Weak...
You Were My Voice...
When I couln"t Speak...
You Were My Eyes...
When I Couldn"t See...
You Saw The Best There Was In Me...
Lifted Me Up When I Couldn"t Reach...
You Gave Me Faith Coz You believed...
I"m Everything I"m Because You Loved Me...

You Gave Me Wings And Made Me Fly...
You Touched My Hand I Could Touch The Sky...
I Lost My Faith You Gave It Back To Me...
You Said No Star Was Out Of Reach...
You Stood By Me And I Stood All...
I Had Your Love I Had It All...
I"m Grateful For Each Day You Gave Me...
Maybe I Don"t Know That Much...
But I Know This Much Is True...
I Was Blessed Because I Was Loved By You...

You Were My Strength...
When I Was Weak...
You Were My Voice...
When I couln"t Speak...
You Were My Eyes...
When I Couldn"t See...
You Saw The Best There Was In Me...
Lifted Me Up When I Couldn"t Reach...
You Gave Me Faith Coz You believed...
I"m Everything I"m Because You Loved Me...



You Were Always There For Me...
The Tender Wind That Carried Me...
A Light In The Dark Shining Your Love Into My Life...
You"ve Been My Inspiration...
Through The Lies You Were The Truth...
My World Is A Better Place...
Because Of You.....








Tuesday, 10 January 2012

思绪又开始拨弄着我的伤口...

我好久没有来我的内心发泄了....
这对我来说是件好事代表着我的心很平静...
但最近的我又被那些痛苦的回忆打破了我的平静...
我觉得这些都是来自压力,刺激,和安静的空间...
我为了不让自己有机会胡思乱想只好每天的运动...
就算我的胃撑不了我的动力但我还是每天的继续...
昨晚我又哭着承受我的痛苦...
我记得我看过一篇短文...
狮子座的人就算受伤伤得很重都不会告诉任何人...
它只会躲在山洞的角落里默默地舔噬着伤口...
因为不想把自己的痛苦表现出来...
所以再怎么样痛都还是会对着身边的人微笑...
因为身边的人开心比什么都重要...
就算自己扮演着小丑的角色也没关系...
有时你们说了伤害我的话我就很努力的把它当笑话...
其实有时候我自己是个怎样的人我自己都不了解...
更没有一个人可以了解我是个怎样的人...
如果有那么一个人可以把我的内心最深层的痛给化解...
如果真有那么一个人......
我会爱他/她一辈子...
我是个没有健全家庭的小孩...
我更是个独身女...
所以从小就没有温暖的家...
我渴望以后自己能有个幸福又快乐的家...
我不知道什么是手足之情因为我都在一个人过生活...
在感情的道路上我满身伤痕累累...
我也不渴望有多美好的爱情故事...
朋友...
我很感谢他们让我有段非常快乐的回忆...
但你们的那句“你是我们寂寞才会想起的人”...
已经把我打入冷宫了...
我已经没有办法再带欢乐给你们了...
亲人...
你们让我好失望...
我多么怀念我小时候你们对我的疼爱...
可能我之前拥有太多所以现在要让我一无所有...
我身边都没有可信的人...
所以我有什么对自己诉说就好了...
为什么我的伤总是好不起来?
但有时发现我已经好很多可是又来一次意外的刺激...
我不得又要回去我的伤痛回忆世界里...
这几天觉得好累好累好累...
好想睡在我自己制造的美好幻想世界里...
永远不想睁开眼回想曾经的一切...